We lost a loved one early Sunday morning. We're very, very sad and shocked at how quickly this happened. I know I definitely held on to hope right to the very last moment, that this was just a temporary setback. I was wrong.
I've been looking through pictures, wanting very much to share them with people, but my scanner is broken and my past digital pictures are stored on various external hard drives that I don't have near me. Here's one of Aunt Dee holding Devan when she was 4 days old. It makes me so sad that she won't be able to hold another one of my babies.
Tomorrow I'll bake some muffins and take some jam over and sit with Jon's grandmother and maybe have some tea. I hope I can provide some sort of comfort and distraction from the sadness.
Things have been so sad lately. I'm hoping the clouds go away and the sun starts shining again very soon.
-(8-08) LIKING:
baking, my bed, sleeping in my bed, indian food, my birthday, Ricky Gervais, tenament museums, linen, Air (the french band), Hugh Laurie, Intervention, babies, Iron & Wine, Clive Owen, buttered toast & strawberry jam, letterpress, Yeats,
Robin's egg blue, Fabrizio Moretti, 30 Rock, mini-pigs, hotel chevalier, steak, Paul Rudd, spring cleaning, tea, young Paul Newman, pigs, Quebec, Foreign Films, ginger ale, Rohinton Minstry, Montclair NJ,
modern simple quilts, sewing animals, summer, hating infertility, white on white, paper, cute french & japanese things, stamps and ink
