<?xml version='1.0' encoding='windows-1252'?><rss xmlns:atom='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' version='2.0'><channel><atom:id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138</atom:id><lastBuildDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 04:48:03 +0000</lastBuildDate><title>dear sir or ma'am,</title><description/><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/journal.html</link><managingEditor>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</managingEditor><generator>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>848</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-4647264286716729924</guid><pubDate>Fri, 01 Aug 2008 03:19:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-31T23:29:43.571-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>Laura Ingraham = Giant Douchebag</title><atom:summary type='text'>I just turned on the O'Reilly Factor (I don't know why.) Laura Ingraham is on. She's really obnoxious, complaining about Luda. Bitch please.. Even her voice is annoying. I want to hit her in the face really bad.

Ohio Friends - I'm coming to you this weekend. I'm going to see Gogol Bordello Sat. night at House of Blues in Cleveland, and after that I'll be hangin' round my parents house. So let's </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_07_27_archive.html#4647264286716729924</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-877439038318981424</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Jul 2008 02:09:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-20T22:27:38.795-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>I need an adventure...badly.</title><atom:summary type='text'>"My mind races with all my longings, but can't keep up with what I've got."

</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_07_20_archive.html#877439038318981424</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-6341617574466523229</guid><pubDate>Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:40:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-11T09:45:59.136-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>last night</title><atom:summary type='text'>Because I watched that movie Wristcutters: A Love Story, last night i dreamed that tom waits and i were drinking lots of coffee and that we found a cat who'd given birth to kittens. we took care of the kittens together and gave them cream and talked for hours. it was fantaaasstic

Aside from another dream I had this week (which I cannot discuss here) I'd say the subconscious is beating the </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_07_06_archive.html#6341617574466523229</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5463564704238664635</guid><pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 10:53:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-07-10T06:56:44.564-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>dental hell</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>i hate my mouth</title><atom:summary type='text'>and my mouth hates me. The last few years of my life have been DENTAL HELL. right now, I've got a broken tooth cutting into my tongue. It's making me talk funny, and it hurts like a sonofabitch. I have a dentist appointment on Monday, but damn. I can't afford this crap!! 

Oh, by the way, I am 27 now...and yes, I'm wiser and MUCH more mature.</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_07_06_archive.html#5463564704238664635</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5909661586726561864</guid><pubDate>Fri, 13 Jun 2008 20:13:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-13T16:20:56.669-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>hot dude of the week</category><title>HSG's and Photoshop</title><atom:summary type='text'>Well I made it through my HSG and it wasn't too terrible. Well, I lie. It was terrible as soon as it was over and remained that way until I woke up (late) this morning. Now I just feel a heaviness in my lower abdomen that I hope will go away soon! Anyways, everything's clear so hopefully I can have a freakin' baby. Jeez.

I don't really have much to talk about. I spent a LOT of time today looking</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_06_08_archive.html#5909661586726561864</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-327253755021902104</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 15:04:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-08T11:25:11.544-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>hot dude of the week</category><title>coming to you live...from bed</title><atom:summary type='text'>My new bed was delivered last week and basically the bed and I are in love. That's not the reason I'm in bed right now though. We had an a/c service dude come out and look at our central air unit and it's pretty much shot and it costs a lot to replace it (and we just redid our whole room so we don't have any money.) Hopefully we can come up with a payment plan before I whither and die. So anyways</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_06_08_archive.html#327253755021902104</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-6960696610377862992</guid><pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 04:29:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-11T20:48:01.093-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>movies</category><title>Das vidania, Dr. Jones</title><atom:summary type='text'>We saw Indiana Jones last night. I've got a couple things to say:
Cate Blanchett turns into this:

Shia LeBouf becomes Indiana Jones' Jar Jar Binks
Aliens? Space Ship? Seriously? Seriously?!</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_05_18_archive.html#6960696610377862992</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-8710626402982245574</guid><pubDate>Tue, 20 May 2008 04:43:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-05-20T01:08:38.803-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>wow! where was I?</title><atom:summary type='text'>I went on a trip. To Tennessee. Rode a horse named Connecticut. I mined for gems. Played trivial pursuit and KICKED ASS. Got in a fight with my brother (don't mess with a bitch's beauty rest when she's on fertility meds, dang!) Played with the cutest baby in the world (peyton) and also made him giggle. Walked around and got smoothies with my brother and my sister-in-law. Hung out in a sweet cabin</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_05_18_archive.html#8710626402982245574</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5426897889506087514</guid><pubDate>Fri, 25 Apr 2008 06:37:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-04-25T02:42:52.887-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: knitting</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>books</category><title>What to say?</title><atom:summary type='text'>I've been doing a lot of reading lately. Mostly just 'fun' books that aren't going to make me any smarter. I reread my fave: A Tree Grows In Brooklyn, for the poopteenth time earlier this week. I very badly want to go to the lower east side tenament museum right now! I'm almost finished with We Were The Mulvaney's, which is depressing and makes me want to hit people. I also read a book I picked </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_04_20_archive.html#5426897889506087514</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-924466852990837364</guid><pubDate>Sun, 13 Apr 2008 04:19:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-11T20:57:57.035-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: knitting</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><title>some socks n stuff</title><atom:summary type='text'>Hey guys. I've been sorta avoiding blogging because I really don't have much of anything positive to say. The last few weeks have sucked for me. Losing Dee was very sad, and I'm also having such a terrible time getting over losing my baby. I cry alot, I can't focus on anything... I try to just sleep the day away just so I won't be alone that long. It's been hard. I know I was only pregnant for a </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_04_13_archive.html#924466852990837364</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-3035159473832393835</guid><pubDate>Mon, 31 Mar 2008 05:34:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-06-11T21:17:57.029-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>grief</title><atom:summary type='text'>We lost a loved one early Sunday morning. We're very, very sad and shocked at how quickly this happened. I know I definitely held on to hope right to the very last moment, that this was just a temporary setback. I was wrong.
I've been looking through pictures, wanting very much to share them with people, but my scanner is broken and my past digital pictures are stored on various external hard </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_03_30_archive.html#3035159473832393835</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-3625682291231588258</guid><pubDate>Tue, 25 Mar 2008 01:30:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-03-24T22:20:08.301-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><title>monday, monday</title><atom:summary type='text'>Devan didn't have school today so she did the following:

read 3 junie b books

filled out 3 different online surveys and put my phone number in there so I got all these people calling my cell phone asking for devan and I had to explain several times that devan is only 6 and is not yet interested in pocono vacations or college degrees.

taped cotton balls over her eyebrows so she'd have "old </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_03_23_archive.html#3625682291231588258</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-6763623454418896428</guid><pubDate>Sat, 22 Mar 2008 07:12:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-03-22T03:13:49.697-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>where does the good go?</title><atom:summary type='text'>Where do you go with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the leftover you?
And how do you know when to let go?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_03_16_archive.html#6763623454418896428</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-1342585004187783070</guid><pubDate>Thu, 20 Mar 2008 19:39:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-03-20T15:39:35.547-04:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><title>:(</title><atom:summary type='text'>sad day. bad news. no baby.</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_03_16_archive.html#1342585004187783070</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-3444084656144171953</guid><pubDate>Tue, 26 Feb 2008 17:39:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-02-26T12:48:49.620-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>hot dude of the week</category><title>all my boyfriends are here!</title><atom:summary type='text'>I haven't got a single thing to say, so I'll just post pix.









ok that's quite enough, I'm sure!</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_02_24_archive.html#3444084656144171953</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-7244405753682401317</guid><pubDate>Sat, 16 Feb 2008 04:32:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-02-15T23:55:12.275-05:00</atom:updated><title>favorite kids lately</title><atom:summary type='text'>

</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_02_10_archive.html#7244405753682401317</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-6750875852583949516</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Feb 2008 05:34:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-02-14T00:39:45.831-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>hey friends</title><atom:summary type='text'>Could I stop having this stupid cough? It's really bad and vaporub and mucinex are not helping. I don't want to go to the doctor because I just took Devan and she had tests done and supposedly it's not a big deal. Either way both of us are hacking our lungs up all day long.
We had a nasty snow storm thing around here. Devan didn't have school today and our cable/internet was off ALL DAY. BOO! I </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_02_10_archive.html#6750875852583949516</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5801810531951399694</guid><pubDate>Wed, 06 Feb 2008 18:34:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-02-06T13:58:55.122-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: arts and crafts</category><title>thing a week?</title><atom:summary type='text'>Thing a week sounds more reasonable at this point. I've been too sick from the meds to do any heavy duty...anything, so, yea that's where I'm at. I've been knitting a sweater but no one wants to see that.</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_02_03_archive.html#5801810531951399694</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-1937950323976636261</guid><pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 01:19:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-31T20:24:57.725-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: arts and crafts</category><title>in place of tomorrow's post.</title><atom:summary type='text'>Tomorrow starts the "thing-a-day project" but Pat's coming to town so we'll be picking him up early at the airport and then hanging out. So in place of tomorrow's post I'll show you Enid, my newest elephant, from The Last Minute Patchwork + Quilted Gifts book. Click to see more pics.:

I'm finished now with 1 course of meds, and will soon be starting the heavy duty fertility meds. Wish us luck </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_27_archive.html#1937950323976636261</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5982156156884799890</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Jan 2008 05:02:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-28T00:13:13.204-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: knitting</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>dental hell</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>looking forward!</title><atom:summary type='text'>I can't believe it, and I'm sure you won't either, but this is the latest I've been up in about a week and a half!! I've been going to bed between 9 and 10:30 everynight and waking up at 6:30am. I'm trying to keep it that way, but I was catching up on some shows and some knitting, so I thought what the hell.

Last night we were going to get Mexican and go see Rambo, but Kevin made us go get </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_27_archive.html#5982156156884799890</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-7938950609469539022</guid><pubDate>Fri, 25 Jan 2008 23:14:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-25T18:23:41.550-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>makin' things: arts and crafts</category><title>why he paid 2 years in advance, i'll never know.</title><atom:summary type='text'>I'm having a hard time with the whole "blogging" thing right now, so bear with me (if anyone's left to bear with me.)
I've got 2 things to talk about right now. 1. Jon and I have started a new fertility treatment and hopefully we will see results (i.e. a baby) very soon! 
2. I've decided to sign up for this:

Hopefully thing-a-day will help me to not obsess over the baby-makin' and will also help</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_20_archive.html#7938950609469539022</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-5836946489691854946</guid><pubDate>Mon, 21 Jan 2008 17:32:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-21T12:33:07.910-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>mothering</category><title>MLK Day</title><atom:summary type='text'>devan schooled Me and Jon on MLK JR yesterday.

"Martin Luther King Jr. had a dream that lighter people stopped slavin' around the darker people."</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_20_archive.html#5836946489691854946</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-2096249824364491485</guid><pubDate>Sun, 20 Jan 2008 12:36:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-20T07:38:46.797-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>tech</category><title>a crush on an old dude in a commercial</title><atom:summary type='text'>I think this guy is cute and I also like the little versions of him:


Not sure how to label this post.</atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_20_archive.html#2096249824364491485</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-7257304317648915727</guid><pubDate>Mon, 14 Jan 2008 07:47:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-14T02:53:45.471-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>life</category><title>a realization and a plan</title><atom:summary type='text'>Friday night it hit me that I only need to complete about 8 more classes for my degree. Not that it's enough though, because eventually I want my Masters of Fine Art and I will get it one day, when I've got the time to fully devote myself  to it.
This week (once the snow has cleared) I'm going to go to the college and speak to an advisor about a couple of classes and see about signing up for a </atom:summary><link>http://www.my-daydream.com/pathetic/2008_01_13_archive.html#7257304317648915727</link><author>noreply@blogger.com (peggy)</author></item><item><guid isPermaLink='false'>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3227138.post-471736690101914233</guid><pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 05:36:00 +0000</pubDate><atom:updated>2008-01-11T00:38:45.559-05:00</atom:updated><category domain='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#'>movies</category><title>Killin's as easy as breathin' when yer pushed...</title><atom:summary type='text'>Words can't describe how psyched I am for RAMBO. So I'll let the trailer do the talking.
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